~Dream oh Dream~

Mari mentafsir mimpi.....
lol... hahaha....
my post in BAHASA??? (can la...)

 
 Jadi Cinderella la pulak... ♥ ♥ ♥

these two weeks... I selalu mimpikan this ♥ of mine...
nak kata I ingat rindukan dia sangat tu takde la pulak kn... but he keeps coming into my dreams...
Orang kata... kalau kita selalu dreamt of that somebody... it could be because of kita yang teringatkan dia... OR... that somebody yang maybe tengah rindukan kita... hahaha ♥ ♥ ♥ lah hati I dengar ni... 
Malam tadi I mimpikan dia lagi.. haih... parah la camni... betul ke I sayang kat dia ni???
I also don't have the answer.... for the time being ye la kot... but in future??? when both of us are away of each other... will I still be missing him macam sekarang ni??? Only God have the answer....

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♥ ♥ ♥ Meet Me Halfway Pls... My BuBeau♥ ♥ ♥

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
i spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up

meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
across the universe i go to other galexies
just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
i navigate myself myself to take me where you be
cause girl i want, i, i, i want you right now
i travel uptown (town) i travel downtown
i wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
i love you alway..way

can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish

let's walk the bridge, to the other side
just you and I (just you and I)
i will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
i will try, until i die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,
for for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i

can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
meet me half way, right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

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Posting oh Posting.....

Saturday
July 3rd, 2010.

Posting oh posting...
Where are you???

Posting oh posting...
What should I do???

Posting oh posting...
People are going crazy because of you...

Posting oh posting...
When will we get to see you???

Posting oh posting...
You are just too good to true....

Hope that this issue will certainly be certain in these few days...
I just couldn't take this matter anymore...
Cause many of us are already going


CRAAAAZZZZYYYYYYYYY!!!

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♥ ♥ ♥ He's Back ♥ ♥ ♥

Saturday
July 3rd, 2010.

Love is back to me....
All of sudden....
After so long I've been waiting...
His name suddenly appear on my cell phone screen...
Hearing his voice throws away all the suspicions that he doesn't need me anymore...
I know that there are still sunshine for both of us at the end of the day....
Still a long way to go...
For now.. I am happy for this relationship...
You may not know how much I love you...
But all you need to know is that I care a lot about you....

Missing you my ♥ly BuBeau...

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100 Things To Do When You're Upset....

HAHAHA...
I Just found out these whole stocks of things to do...
Kinda interesting...
Just wanna share with those that might be in sorrow... (am I mocking myself???)
lol....

Anyway... check this cool link...

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What's Next...

Friday
July 2nd, 2010.


It has been two weeks now...
I had finally left the 'student' title behind me...

How do I feel???

1. HAPPY - for now I am exactly got the total freedom from assignments, study, and having to follow rules set by those people.... hehehe..

2. EXCITED - I can't wait to see what's in store for my future... I can't wait to start getting my own money.. my own salary... yeah... SALARY people... not allowance anymore... (this is when you can spend your money without being monitored by others... lol :p)

3. SAD - I don't know what my life would be without my life-mates for 6 years.... Everybody is taking their own ways now... Don't know when are we going to see eachother again... CONVOCATION??? maybe... huhu~ (but that still a long way to go.... )

4. INDECISIVE - this is the hardest part that I hate the most... I hate to have this feeling... I hate to be indecisive in life.... I have reach to the point when I can't make up my mind.. to stay or to go... To hold on or to let go... To throw away or to keep it deep inside.... and it's about this love I had...



WELL.....

We never know what is in store for us next... all we can do is just pray hard that things will go as we wish...
Nobody's gonna paint our future if we don't do it ourselves... Get your life... Live it well... Grateful that you are still blessed to have your greatest treasure by yourside today... (Whoever or whatever it may be..)

Lotsa love...
Deeyah...

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Life isn't A Bed of Roses

Life is something meant to be cherished not to be mourned about...
It is true to a certain extent. However there are still many things that make people think life isn't a bed of roses.
Whenever we think that we have all the good things in the world to make us happy there will be some hindrances that come our way. It will make us think that we are just too unlucky to have what others have... and this is always related to something that we called L.O.V.E!!!!


Many people always regard love as something that keep themselves alive. Something that lead them to wonderland. Something that take them away from misery and troubles. People are ready to drown in a ship called L.O.V.E. They are willing to sacrifice everything just to keep the hope of living together alive and they are also willing to give up any other things as long as they can keep the person they love happy. That's what L.O.V.E means to human. This makes them think that Life is bed of roses when they get whatever they want and be loved by the person they love. 

L.O.V.E and ME is never in a good term... I have people that I used to love, that I still love and I will forever love. But I just find it hard to get it expressed. Not that I did not try.. Just that I choose not to express it. For I know that L.O.V.E isn't something that I should trust. Therefore, I had rather keep it for myself. I will never want it to be exposed to the person that I loved and love. And a few days ago, again, I was hurt by someone that I almost called as lover. People know my feeling for him, and I guess he can feel it too. But he was just too dumb to realize what I feel for him.. But I don't wanna blame him for that... He has no reason to like me either... I know that damn well!

HOWEVER....
to those who are reading this post... Feel free to express your feeling... Don't let your love die alive in you just like mine. Tell the person you love what you feel for them... And LIVE your L.O.V.E till the day you breathe your last breath... Muchas SUERTE!

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When I am ready.... Or will I never be ready???

Sometimes.... 
I would just sit and stare.... 
Looking at the mirror, looking at the shadow, looking at the pictures.... 
I feel like there are something that missing.... 

Today.....
The things that I had once thought had gone missing, is nearly gone....
I do not know why... Neither do I wanna know the reason...
For the reason will only HURT me.....

Yesterday.....
I've announced to the world that I was so happy to have HIM by my side....
I've made public what I feel for HIM...
But no one ever knows how HURT I am deep inside....

Today.....
I cry on the inside....
I realize that all that I did yesterday was just a dream... 
A dreamland that has the life of a candle... 
Once it is blown by the wind... there it goes... DEAD!!!!

Tomorrow....
Maybe I should just walk away... 
I should learn to live without the shadow... 
Without YOUR shadow... 
Without NO ONE shadow.....
BUT.....
I just don't want to...... 



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Holiday Time...

Today marks the third day of my holiday at home....
So happy that I've finally able to smell the scent of home again....
Many others would say that life isn't that cool and fun at home... but this is a total opposite for me....

I LOVE BEING AT HOME!!!!

So what..... hahahaha....
What so fun and cool to stay at home???

1. You can sleep as early as you want and also you can have a sleepless night that you desire course no class is waiting for you in the  morning....

2. You may also wake up anytime you want.....

3. There is no need for you to do your laundry.... as you have others to wash your clothes.... all you need to do is just spare some time to hang them out... hehehe

4. You don't have to worry about your breakfast, lunch, tea time, dinner, supper... all is PREPARED for you... hehe... Move your lazy butt to the kitchen and your meal is there under the 'tudung saji' for you... muahaha....

5. One most exciting thing to do at home is that... you can spend all others' money on anything you want... worry not.... no body gonna bother to use your money... but you can be the blood sucker at home...

These are 5 things that  I really cherish while I'm at home... but I forgot to mention one thing... I feel safe and love to be around my FAMILY because they are the greatest gift of all I have ever had.... ♥ ♥ ♥

p/s: I don't wanna go back.... but I mish my baby.... my Silly Ladybird... how is he???

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Tiada Kata Berpisah


Cinta kini kau pergi
Sebelum dia mencintai aku
Begitu cepatnya dia berlalu
Meninggalkan semua
Hanya untuknya

Tiada kata berpisah
Bila harus berakhir segalanya
Untuk kita dan untuk masa bahagia bersamamu
Katakan padanya
Selamanya dialah kekasihku
Yakinkan untukmu
Dia milikku sampai kapan jua
Hanya untuknya

Cinta kini kau pergi
Sebelum dia mencintai aku
Hanya untuknya

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