Me.My Life.Him.You

Guys and Girls...
I'm back again.. A week after my last post...
I'm here in a room...
A twin sharing room, a mattress and a single door small cupboard por mi...

My school name is SMK Pusat Penyelidikan Pertanian Tun Razak, Jerantut Pahang...
Yes, I am back to my hometown... ok... HOMETOWN... but so not hommy for me...

Well... I guess I gotta get used to this school...
An excellent Principal...
A good school..
An all malay school... from the students, to the teachers, the staffs as well as the canteen workers... (I'm exaggerating... they do have 2 Indian students..)

ALLAH...
I need you... wherever and whenever and whatever I'll be going, and I'll be doing later...
because without you... I am clueless... Helpless and Penniless... ALLAHUAKBAR!!!!

My oh My...
Only one week left...
Hanya seminggu...

DAMN.....

Time flies so fast...
Or.... I'm the one that move so slow???

REALITY...

1. I'll be called a GSST in a week time...

2. I'll probably have to stay on my own.... (alone or not... I don't know)

3. I'll have to live under the courtesy of my family... (Money, clothing, foods etc.) until I get my first salary which only God knows when..

4. I'll be having new students who are unlikely to be like my past students during my 3 months of practicum...

5. I'll be working officially under new people... I hardly knows anyone of them... I just hope that they are nice people... friendly and helpful... (amen...)

6. I might not be able to contact those who I am so close with now due to the business that we have to deal later on... (but please take note that I love you always...)

7. I will be crying when I eat alone early in the morning during Sahur and in the dusk during Berbuka puasa... (Oh no!! Ramadhan is coming.... I haven't finished replacing my puasa... )

8. I will have to be more efficient in managing my money... Getting my own paycheck I might be able to spend as much money I want w/o much worry about what others would say.. But hey.. Once my money finished... no one gonna gimme money anymore... (uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa T.T)

9. I'm gonna be away really away from ♡♥♡ Bubeau ♡♥♡ .... He'll be living on his own too... Earning his money... Forgetting me... (sob... sob.... T.T)

10. I might becoming a new person... Physically and Mentally.... InsyaAllah...


So peeps... All the best to all of us... in life, in work and in ♡♥♡....

Saturday
July 3rd, 2010.

Posting oh posting...
Where are you???

Posting oh posting...
What should I do???

Posting oh posting...
People are going crazy because of you...

Posting oh posting...
When will we get to see you???

Posting oh posting...
You are just too good to true....

Hope that this issue will certainly be certain in these few days...
I just couldn't take this matter anymore...
Cause many of us are already going