Showing posts with label true love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label true love. Show all posts

~Dream oh Dream~

Mari mentafsir mimpi.....
lol... hahaha....
my post in BAHASA??? (can la...)

 
 Jadi Cinderella la pulak... ♥ ♥ ♥

these two weeks... I selalu mimpikan this ♥ of mine...
nak kata I ingat rindukan dia sangat tu takde la pulak kn... but he keeps coming into my dreams...
Orang kata... kalau kita selalu dreamt of that somebody... it could be because of kita yang teringatkan dia... OR... that somebody yang maybe tengah rindukan kita... hahaha ♥ ♥ ♥ lah hati I dengar ni... 
Malam tadi I mimpikan dia lagi.. haih... parah la camni... betul ke I sayang kat dia ni???
I also don't have the answer.... for the time being ye la kot... but in future??? when both of us are away of each other... will I still be missing him macam sekarang ni??? Only God have the answer....

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♥ ♥ ♥ Meet Me Halfway Pls... My BuBeau♥ ♥ ♥

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish

I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you
i spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you
every single day, yes i'm really missin missin you
and all those things we use to use to use to do
hey girl wuz up, wuz up, wuz up, wuz up

meet me halfway, right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
I can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

girl,i travel round the world and even sail the seven seas
across the universe i go to other galexies
just tell me where you want, just tell me where you wanna to meet
i navigate myself myself to take me where you be
cause girl i want, i, i, i want you right now
i travel uptown (town) i travel downtown
i wanna to have you around (round) like every single day
i love you alway..way

can you meet me half way (I'll meet you halfway)
right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish

let's walk the bridge, to the other side
just you and I (just you and I)
i will fly, i'll fly the skies, for you and I (for you and I)
i will try, until i die, for you and i, for you and i, for for you and i,
for for you and i, for for you and i, for you and i

can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
can you meet me half way (yup yup)
meet me half way, right at the boarderline
that's where i'm gonna wait, for you
i'll be lookin out, night n'day
took my heart to the limit, and this is where i'll stay
i can't go any further then this
i want you so bad it's my only wish
i can't go any further then this
I want you so bad it's my only wish

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Life isn't A Bed of Roses

Life is something meant to be cherished not to be mourned about...
It is true to a certain extent. However there are still many things that make people think life isn't a bed of roses.
Whenever we think that we have all the good things in the world to make us happy there will be some hindrances that come our way. It will make us think that we are just too unlucky to have what others have... and this is always related to something that we called L.O.V.E!!!!


Many people always regard love as something that keep themselves alive. Something that lead them to wonderland. Something that take them away from misery and troubles. People are ready to drown in a ship called L.O.V.E. They are willing to sacrifice everything just to keep the hope of living together alive and they are also willing to give up any other things as long as they can keep the person they love happy. That's what L.O.V.E means to human. This makes them think that Life is bed of roses when they get whatever they want and be loved by the person they love. 

L.O.V.E and ME is never in a good term... I have people that I used to love, that I still love and I will forever love. But I just find it hard to get it expressed. Not that I did not try.. Just that I choose not to express it. For I know that L.O.V.E isn't something that I should trust. Therefore, I had rather keep it for myself. I will never want it to be exposed to the person that I loved and love. And a few days ago, again, I was hurt by someone that I almost called as lover. People know my feeling for him, and I guess he can feel it too. But he was just too dumb to realize what I feel for him.. But I don't wanna blame him for that... He has no reason to like me either... I know that damn well!

HOWEVER....
to those who are reading this post... Feel free to express your feeling... Don't let your love die alive in you just like mine. Tell the person you love what you feel for them... And LIVE your L.O.V.E till the day you breathe your last breath... Muchas SUERTE!

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When I am ready.... Or will I never be ready???

Sometimes.... 
I would just sit and stare.... 
Looking at the mirror, looking at the shadow, looking at the pictures.... 
I feel like there are something that missing.... 

Today.....
The things that I had once thought had gone missing, is nearly gone....
I do not know why... Neither do I wanna know the reason...
For the reason will only HURT me.....

Yesterday.....
I've announced to the world that I was so happy to have HIM by my side....
I've made public what I feel for HIM...
But no one ever knows how HURT I am deep inside....

Today.....
I cry on the inside....
I realize that all that I did yesterday was just a dream... 
A dreamland that has the life of a candle... 
Once it is blown by the wind... there it goes... DEAD!!!!

Tomorrow....
Maybe I should just walk away... 
I should learn to live without the shadow... 
Without YOUR shadow... 
Without NO ONE shadow.....
BUT.....
I just don't want to...... 



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Holiday Time...

Today marks the third day of my holiday at home....
So happy that I've finally able to smell the scent of home again....
Many others would say that life isn't that cool and fun at home... but this is a total opposite for me....

I LOVE BEING AT HOME!!!!

So what..... hahahaha....
What so fun and cool to stay at home???

1. You can sleep as early as you want and also you can have a sleepless night that you desire course no class is waiting for you in the  morning....

2. You may also wake up anytime you want.....

3. There is no need for you to do your laundry.... as you have others to wash your clothes.... all you need to do is just spare some time to hang them out... hehehe

4. You don't have to worry about your breakfast, lunch, tea time, dinner, supper... all is PREPARED for you... hehe... Move your lazy butt to the kitchen and your meal is there under the 'tudung saji' for you... muahaha....

5. One most exciting thing to do at home is that... you can spend all others' money on anything you want... worry not.... no body gonna bother to use your money... but you can be the blood sucker at home...

These are 5 things that  I really cherish while I'm at home... but I forgot to mention one thing... I feel safe and love to be around my FAMILY because they are the greatest gift of all I have ever had.... ♥ ♥ ♥

p/s: I don't wanna go back.... but I mish my baby.... my Silly Ladybird... how is he???

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Is it wrong to live a Dream???

Why didn’t he approve my friend request in Facebook??? My heart pounds so fast when I saw his name appear on my feed.. When he approved others’ request… How I wish that I got the same opportunity too… But I know… I am nobody to have the chance… God gracious me… give me the strength to let go this frustration…

I am not gonna stop loving HIM… My sister did ask me last Friday… “Don’t you want to get married?” And my answer was… “I want to.. If the one that is gonna be my husband is HIM” I know this is crazy… Ridiculous and seems like I don’t know who am I… but I am just living my dream… Like it or not.. I am gonna live it… And never stop hoping that the day will come… Even if it’s not in this living world.. I’ll wait for him in heaven… InsyaAllah…

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What about us???

Tomorrow...
Another story will happen...
Another heart will be broken...
Another history will be written...
What about me???

I will always be here...
Waiting for the feeling to unfold...
Reaching to something I couldn't hold...
Living a life that I wish I could control...
What about us???

Us?
Us will always be here...
In the blood that running through my veins...
In the heart that keeps on aching...
Because Us is only inside me...

Us is a dream that live inside so long...
Us is a desire that I never thought wrong...
A hope that will always stay strong...

Tomorrow,
A destiny that I wish had been written...
Will turn to me and say...
Both of you are a match that was made in Heaven...


deeyah
11:26 p.m, December 1st 2009




p/s: this is a work of someone that has gone mad after being attacked by something called B.O.R.E.D.O.M!

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My 31st post.... And It's a POEM...


You



What could I do to make You see?

What should I do to make You hear?

What must I do to make You feel?

What would it take to make You know?



I refuse to see the sun,

For I always thought that You are brighter…

I refuse to feel the wind,

For I always thought that You are breezier…

I refuse to hear the song of the sea,

Because You are the melody in me, my dear!



Now somebody please tell me…

What could I do to make You see?

What should I do to make You hear?

What must I do to make You feel?

What would it take to make You know?



Deeyah

9.22p.m : 28.11.09

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