When I am ready.... Or will I never be ready???

Sometimes.... 
I would just sit and stare.... 
Looking at the mirror, looking at the shadow, looking at the pictures.... 
I feel like there are something that missing.... 

Today.....
The things that I had once thought had gone missing, is nearly gone....
I do not know why... Neither do I wanna know the reason...
For the reason will only HURT me.....

Yesterday.....
I've announced to the world that I was so happy to have HIM by my side....
I've made public what I feel for HIM...
But no one ever knows how HURT I am deep inside....

Today.....
I cry on the inside....
I realize that all that I did yesterday was just a dream... 
A dreamland that has the life of a candle... 
Once it is blown by the wind... there it goes... DEAD!!!!

Tomorrow....
Maybe I should just walk away... 
I should learn to live without the shadow... 
Without YOUR shadow... 
Without NO ONE shadow.....
BUT.....
I just don't want to...... 



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