Will time heal the pain???? *sigh*

I think I have taken a really long rest from blogging. Indeed I miss to write again… But since there were so many things that have taken place in my life during my absenteeism of this blogging world… To write it down, surely it will cost me several nights to finish writing… So, I chose not to write about them. But only one thing that I really wanna share… I have a friend that miraculously called himself a best friend of mine… but he never stood up for me. That was a pity. He hate people to talk bad things about both of us, but yet, he never told them the truth. And then, he simply chose to walk away from me. He acted as if I am the guiltiest human on earth for doing him injustice. And yes… There is another thing that really turned me off… He believed in what other said about me. He believed it when people told him that I love him, that I like him. OH MY GOD!!! Is he blind??? Can’t he see who I really interested in? And he should’ve known that the one I love… The HIMs that I always talk about in this blog aren’t him at all… Why the hell in the world would I want to love him? Did he forget that we had made a pact that we will always remain as best friends no matter what happened? To one extend, I think it is better that we stop being friend to each other, for he is so afraid to be seen sitting next to me, talking to me freely and also to be known as my friend. Then, what’s the use of calling me best friend in the first place? Now, I could say that I can learn to treat him as friend again… But, I should let you know that, me myself, wouldn’t know how to act or I should say, to pretend like there was nothing happened and treat him the way I used to treat him before… A wound will always leave a scar though by that time we can’t feel the pain anymore…..