Living at a place where my heart is at somewhere else....

SATURDAY
SEPTEMBER 5th, 2009...
15 Ramadhan 1430 H


1. I am alone in my room...

2. Just finished my washing...

3. My roommate isn't around...

4. All my other friends are sleeping...



BUT ME??? What am I to do???



These are all the things that bothering my mind now... and yes there is one more thing that i forgot to write...

5. I am missing HIM, HIM and HIM...

huhu~ so many HIM to be missed... But what to do... I'm missing all of them...

6. I miss my family too...

Yesterday my dad gave me a call and asked me whether I'm going back or not... I said NO... because there was no ticket to go back... He should know that I really want to go back... I really do... Now, I can feel that I don't have my heart with me... IT was everywhere... I gave them to my family, to HIM, HIM and HIM... I think I kind of made a mistake by giving away all my heart to them... I should save some part of it with me for me to be strong when I am away from them... Arghhhhh!!!


But I got to be strong... There is not many days left anymore for me to go back home once again... It's raya time... Now I start wondering whether all my baju raya are ready... hurmmm... Gotta give my mum a call later on... Can't wait to go back....
But here... THOUGH MY HEART ISN'T HERE WITH ME... But I have to prepare so many things... and works of course...

1. PBL assignment... still have no idea what to do... Ewan... Please lar give me
some idea...

2. 2 @ 3 TEST... Methodology, Methods and Materials... ARGHHH... and I haven't started any reading... lol....

3. PUBLIC SPEAKING??? DAMN!!! I don't have a topic yet for my persuasive speech...

S.O.S.... S.O.S.... S.O.S.... S.O.S.... S.O.S.... S.O.S.... S.O.S.... S.O.S.... S.O.S


I NEED HELP... I NEED MY HEART BACK... I HAVE TO COMPLETE ALL THE WORKS AND TESTS FIRST...

Hope that the world will move faster... I REALLY CAN'T WAIT TO BE HOME AGAIN...

And yes... I hope that it will be soon that it will be soon that I can meet him again... hehe :p

Till next time... XOXO...