She is right beside my cookie....

A few hours ago…..

I saw something that really broke my heart…

I just wonder how could I see it…

Supposedly I shouldn’t look at it…

Ooh my god…. How long do I have to be like this…

I wonder why the other person got the chance that I desired the most?

Arghh…..

Penatnyer nak fikir pasal ni….

But if I pretend not t o think about it….

I myself will be looking like a crazy gurl…

Macam orang sakit….

Like there is really something BIG that bothers me…

Actually memang ada pun….

But I don’t know lar how to get rid of the pic in my eyes….

I can feel the pain although just by looking at it without a clearer view pun…

I feel like I’m so damn hurt now…

I hate myself for feeling so… Cause I got to believe that there is always some sort of blessing behind everything that happened…

But I just want to know what is the blessing????