Life at the suckest point...

I don't know what else am I supposed to say... Life is a total mess right now... I can't believe I just witnessed the fallacy of my loved one last two hours... OMG... why do I have to face this... When i thought that he could be standing so tall with their win tonight... They screwed up everything... They spoiled all the chances they were right in front their very eyes... World #1 became so tame upon the unseeded, the unknown, the scratch pair that came from nowhere...

I don't wanna blame nobody upon this matter... BUT... I just wanna blame myself... Maybe I didn't pray so hard... Maybe I didn't support them with all my heart... OR.. Maybe I'm just such an unlucky girl.. Who always bring them bad luck... I don't know...

This time I didn't feel like crying... Because I also don't know what am I feeling... All i know is that... MY LIFE IS A TOTAL MESS...