Is it wrong to live a Dream???

Why didn’t he approve my friend request in Facebook??? My heart pounds so fast when I saw his name appear on my feed.. When he approved others’ request… How I wish that I got the same opportunity too… But I know… I am nobody to have the chance… God gracious me… give me the strength to let go this frustration…

I am not gonna stop loving HIM… My sister did ask me last Friday… “Don’t you want to get married?” And my answer was… “I want to.. If the one that is gonna be my husband is HIM” I know this is crazy… Ridiculous and seems like I don’t know who am I… but I am just living my dream… Like it or not.. I am gonna live it… And never stop hoping that the day will come… Even if it’s not in this living world.. I’ll wait for him in heaven… InsyaAllah…