No Surprise....

I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say

Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no,
As no surprise

If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why

Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
(stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise

Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise


This is indeed a new single released by Daughtry... and it really leaves a deepest scar in my heart...
I don't understand why I keep hurting myself.. as if I really enjoy to be hurt.. arghhh... That's just so typical of me.. I thought i have learned my lesson.. But I don't know for how long would i be 'educated' with this lesson.. I feel like i was so lucky to be blessed with some or I should say one caring people by my side.. that wants to accompany me until two o'clock in the morning just to make sure that I am doing well... But.. I don't realize that it was just some sort of mirage that keeps on lying to me.. That keeps on giving me false hope. I hate to dream.. I hate to dream about having him by myside all the time. Maybe I should start learning to live on my own. Live without concerning whether he has eaten, whether he sleeps well, whether he remember me... So much so, I should learn not to believe in all he said... "Don't get in contact with you doesn't me i don't remember you.." Holy S**t... all that was a crap that he likes to say... Arghhh... I cursed the day I met him.. I know.. I should be okay... LIVE MY LIFE COOL....

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5 Inspirational Words:

Shamimi Haniza said...

Kau tau aku akan sentiasa menyokong di belakang ko! Walau apa yang ko lakukan, aku sokong. Tapi, aku nk ko baca menda ni dan nilaikan semula.

Kembali

Aku pernah hilang
Menerawang tanpa tujuan
Berlegar-legar di ruang fantasi
Tanpa graviti
Graviti
Yang bakal membawa aku pulang
Ke bumi
Memasak kaki ini kembali

Jiwa aku hilang
Tika itu
Minda aku kosong
Tika itu
Hati aku kecamuk
Tika itu

Sampai hati
Aku biar ia terjadi
Membiarkan aku hilang
Lenyap
Gelap
Walaupun ada cahaya menemani
Setia di sisi
Cahaya yang maha terang

Namun yang terang itu
Membutakan
Menyakitkan
Melukakan
Dan secara langsung
Kejutkan aku
Sedarkan aku
Pulangkan aku

Kini aku kembali
Memegang realiti
Yang aku sanggup lepaskan
Ketika itu
Syukur
Aku kembali jua
Ke sini
Akhirnya


~Sesungguhnya kesunyian itu membunuh kewarasan~

p/s:walau tidak sepenuhnya sama, tp lebih kurang la. Aku harap ko cukup kuat utk KEMBALI.

deeyah said...

indeed.... tu cukup meaningful gak utk aku mimi... like what i've said... i dunno how long aku mampu bertahan utk mempercayai yg aku mampu hidup without him by myside.. harap2 things gonna be better when i wake up tomorrow...

Amanda Christine Wong said...

listen to "I will survive" :)

Uncle Lee said...

Hello Deeyah, some people come into our lives and quickly go.
Some people move our souls to dance.
They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom.
Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon.
They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints in our hearts, and we are never, ever the same.

Never cry because it's over, bur smile because it happened.
However love does have its hiccups, no true love has a straight path.
Even the Queen of flowers has thorns and draw blood when held wrongly.

Cry a River, but build a bridge over it, your tears and hurt are your bricks of experience as you cross over to another day.....as behind every dark cloud is a silver lining, after a rain comes the rainbow.

To love and win is the best thing.
To love and lose, the next best.

You have a pleasant week and smile. Never know who is falling in love with your smile.
Best regards and keep a song in your heart, Lee.

deeyah said...

Amanda: That song has always been my inspiration...

Uncle Lee: Thanks a lot for some those words.. will keep that in mind..