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I've practiced this for hours, gone round and round
And now I think that I've got it all down
And as I say it louder, I love how it sounds
Cause I'm not taking the easy way out
Not wrappin' this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why
Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever, just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why
Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
There's nothing here in this heart left to borrow
There's nothing here in this soul left to say
Don't be surprised when we hate this tomorrow
God knows we tried to find an easier way
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
That's why this comes as no,
As no surprise
If I could see the future and how this plays out
I bet it's better than where we are now
But after going through this
It's easier to see the reason why
Chorus
It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
(stayed till today)
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
Our favorite place we used to go
The warm embrace that no one knows
The loving look that's left your eyes
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise
This is indeed a new single released by Daughtry... and it really leaves a deepest scar in my heart...
I don't understand why I keep hurting myself.. as if I really enjoy to be hurt.. arghhh... That's just so typical of me.. I thought i have learned my lesson.. But I don't know for how long would i be 'educated' with this lesson.. I feel like i was so lucky to be blessed with some or I should say one caring people by my side.. that wants to accompany me until two o'clock in the morning just to make sure that I am doing well... But.. I don't realize that it was just some sort of mirage that keeps on lying to me.. That keeps on giving me false hope. I hate to dream.. I hate to dream about having him by myside all the time. Maybe I should start learning to live on my own. Live without concerning whether he has eaten, whether he sleeps well, whether he remember me... So much so, I should learn not to believe in all he said... "Don't get in contact with you doesn't me i don't remember you.." Holy S**t... all that was a crap that he likes to say... Arghhh... I cursed the day I met him.. I know.. I should be okay... LIVE MY LIFE COOL....
ZUMA: I finally succeed in my mission to accomplish all the stages in this game...
BADMINTON: I cried so loud that my Zulkarnain screwed up his game and ended his campaign in Singapore Open... S***!!!!
I DON'T UNDERSTAND why i always come into this situation. I was so happy just a few moments before and then when i was about to share the happiness with some other people... The unwanted SADNESS and DESTROYING moment comes to me... I really feel like cursing myself for all these stupid things.
Takkanlah sebab aku wish best of luck malam tadi... All these become a CURSE to him? Arghhhh.....
So hard for me to accept this fact..
Tired...
Exhausted...
Extremely weak...
These are the outcomes of my sisters' wedding... The 'kepenatan' has really taken its toll on me in these two weeks... DAMN!!! However that 'damn' was not for the wedding... Don't take me wrong okay.... It is absolutely for all my sweats and body-ache... huhuhu~
I think... this was the only time i worked real hard for a kenduri... It's not that i didn't do anything in any other kenduri before... Only that, before this, there were two other sisters that helped.. BUT.......... As this is their wedding... i gotta sacrifice a bit lar... Nevermind lah....
Then the next day... we made a trip to Padang Piol for my third sister majlis bertandang... huh... Under the hot-burning-angry sun... we have to make a journey that took almost one and a half hour... duhh.... then me, fanna and jawe went back with kak yati, my second sister... Had a bowl of untasty cendol on our way back... and wanna know what make the cendol even untastier??? Its the shop owner.... How could he nagged on his niece in front of his costumer??? Putus selera aku... huh!!... we made way home... then the next day i sent fana and jawe home at benta... when i am home... i am actually half dead because the road was so 'memabukkan'... huhu~
Four days later.... We made another 'hantar menantu' trip. But this time... a little far... let me correct this... A thousand miles far than the trip to padang piol... huhu~ We stop at my sister's house in Ipoh (again??? hahhaa... actually this is my own hantar menantu trip...) before continue our journey to Kodiang, Kedah... But i just don't know how to control my sleepiness.... I slept until everyone had finished taking their bath... huhu~... And i was the last that take the shower and had the least breakfast -->minum air milo sejuk jer... <-- this was so pity tau... somemore we were to make another four hour journey to Kodiang... huhu~ Actually there is another three pack of nasi lemak... But they were all brought into the van. I quickly went and get one pack for me... hungry tau.... huhuhu~... Then we started the roadtrip.... We passed the whole north part of Perak, some part of Penang and then... We reach Kedah... Finally... I stepped my foot on the Negeri Jelapang Padi... They was so green... real green.... I fell in love with the scenery as soon as i saw them... Lucky those people in Kedah... they don't have to go far to find a suitable place to strike a pose... hahahhahahahahahahaha........ (photoshoot come across my mind notthing else.... ) We reached Padang Sera to stop by my brother in law aunt's house before we proceed to the kenduri around 1 p.m... 
OH MY GOD...... It was so hot... i feel like we were left on Sahara Desert. Goodness me... I just couldn't find a place to get rid of the burning sun. And what most terrible is that we had to wait for almost 2 hours for another pair of newlyweds which was my brother in law's younger brother and his wife to arrive first before we went to the kenduri... What the.... huh... Finally at 2.35 p.m we made our way to Kodiang, the grooms' house.. As soon as we arrived... They asked us to straight away sit under the canopy and had our lunch... And the best part was... we had the huge standing fan behind us... WoOOWwww... That was awesome... I mumble no more about the sweat and burning sun... and ate all the delicious dishes that were served quitely... hehehhe....
Then... It's the time to leave the newlyweds... We made our moves around 4.30 p.m... Then we headed to Bukit Kayu Hitam... Wahh.... Here again... I didn't believe that i had stepped into the border of Thailand.. there were so many thailand people around... everywhere in the Duty Free Zone of Bukit Kayu Hitam we could see them... Huh... Only few more metres before we actually stepped into Hatyai... hehe.... Wanna go there someday.... We drove out of Bukit Katu Hitam around 6 p.m... We had to go back... So sad... I belum puas jalan-jalan what... huhu~ But that night we actually rested at my sis house in Ipoh once again before going back to Pahang. We reached her house around 11 p.m and we drove back to Pahang at 2 a.m....
Finally it's home SWEET home again at 7.45 am the next day... Perghh.... What a tiring journey I had last weekend... And because of i am extremely weakened by the journey i only woke up by 2.30 p.m yesterday... my body was aching everywhere because of the long journey and the small space i had to squeeze in the van... huhu~
WEDDING..... i don't despise you... But i am really tired of having to involve with you...
so please... At least... Give me some rest these few years...