When I am ready.... Or will I never be ready???

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Sometimes.... 
I would just sit and stare.... 
Looking at the mirror, looking at the shadow, looking at the pictures.... 
I feel like there are something that missing.... 

Today.....
The things that I had once thought had gone missing, is nearly gone....
I do not know why... Neither do I wanna know the reason...
For the reason will only HURT me.....

Yesterday.....
I've announced to the world that I was so happy to have HIM by my side....
I've made public what I feel for HIM...
But no one ever knows how HURT I am deep inside....

Today.....
I cry on the inside....
I realize that all that I did yesterday was just a dream... 
A dreamland that has the life of a candle... 
Once it is blown by the wind... there it goes... DEAD!!!!

Tomorrow....
Maybe I should just walk away... 
I should learn to live without the shadow... 
Without YOUR shadow... 
Without NO ONE shadow.....


BUT.....
I just don't want to...... 



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Holiday Time...

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Today marks the third day of my holiday at home....
So happy that I've finally able to smell the scent of home again....
Many others would say that life isn't that cool and fun at home... but this is a total opposite for me....

I LOVE BEING AT HOME!!!!

So what..... hahahaha....
What so fun and cool to stay at home???

1. You can sleep as early as you want and also you can have a sleepless night that you desire course no class is waiting for you in the  morning....

2. You may also wake up anytime you want.....

3. There is no need for you to do your laundry.... as you have others to wash your clothes.... all you need to do is just spare some time to hang them out... hehehe

4. You don't have to worry about your breakfast, lunch, tea time, dinner, supper... all is PREPARED for you... hehe... Move your lazy butt to the kitchen and your meal is there under the 'tudung saji' for you... muahaha....

5. One most exciting thing to do at home is that... you can spend all others' money on anything you want... worry not.... no body gonna bother to use your money... but you can be the blood sucker at home...

These are 5 things that  I really cherish while I'm at home... but I forgot to mention one thing... I feel safe and love to be around my FAMILY because they are the greatest gift of all I have ever had.... ♥ ♥ ♥

p/s: I don't wanna go back.... but I mish my baby.... my Silly Ladybird... how is he???

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